dinsdag 3 maart 2026

My life as an amateur. Part 104.

 NB: My Non-Binairy Life: You might have heard the term non-binary. This is how it feels. Join Caitlin Benedict & Amrou Al-Kadhi as they ask the big questions about gender & identity. This is how every episode of this podcast begins. It brought me a lot.


a person is a person

doing it’s thing like

a mountain isn’t a

mountain growing 

out of the ground 


Something important, the son of my Russian neighbour is called Alexander. I heard her call him Sascha. She told me that it’s the pet name for Alexandra as well. Her dog is big kissing friends with my dog.

Sometimes you can learn from other people like from the traveling husband with his demented partner. Traveling by camper. Today I arrived in Ellemeet, Zeeland for some residential weeks, together with two fellow artists. I do not need to do anything at all but contemplate on my gender possibilities and the words that will float by. Tomorrow I will run to the beach. Each day I might put a piece of paper on the wall.


aan te breken

hun jargon, loslopen

langzaam trekkende

het roze

het roze een correcte

miscalculatie

het volgende terwijl je denkt

het is dood het is maar

hoe ze het zeggen 

daar van los te lopen