My life as an amateur. Part 118.

 I called the organization I had these intakes, to ask about the waiting list. The very nice person on the phone assured me that it was alright that I called. She went looking for my intake date and said it took at least 35 weeks from February 8th. I said thank you. M. told me that she thought that gender related art is not her favorite. My mind scanned all my works, especially the video’s, to check if there was any gender relation. They are all related to me. I am acting as an autonomic creature living in this absurd world. That afternoon some sadness came, so I put a record on, Thelonious Monk Quartet: Thelonious in Action, recorded at the Five Spot Cafe, New York City, August 1958. And went reading last Saturday’s paper: about mental diseases caused by hormones, God is love between all people and a symposium about climate change and old peat in Friesland. When my parents were married for thirty years they took us to Gran Canaria. Every night we went out for dinner, my mother called the waiter ‘drinkie drinkie’ and after dinner a person in travestite sang for us. The public thought itself superior, this was the best and exotic holiday you could have, but actually the singer was the manager of the zoo.