My life as an amateur. Part 75.

 I have talking with a professional about my impossibility to be. Tonight I will make an altar. Tonight I will prepare my racing ike with thicker outer tubes. Tonight I will continue studying Japanese. There were two large boys with ponytails in the parking lot of the thrift shop. They both came by their own car, a pale yellow one and a metallic grass green one. They were rather small cars. But obviously fast ones. Today I will try to do everything as slowly as possible. And get rid of some possessions. As many possessions as possible. This is an eastern weekend, we are renting a house in the countryside. The weather is shiny with some cold wind. Most of the day we spend shopping in German Supermarkets. The biological products are so fmuch cheaper. I really felt like doing nothing these days. I made two videos and two drawings. I started reading ‘ A hundred  years in solitude’  by Gabriel Garcia Márquez. In Dutch. I feel embarrassed by my simple photos and videos. Maybe that’s how it should be.

The assistant of our family doctor asked to make a list of the transgender  places in and around Amsterdam, the best would be without a waiting list. They all have a waiting list, and even that’s full and closed. Anyway, I am going to make my own list and keep on waiting. It’s step one. Like the beginning of getting a present that’s not invented yet.

Amsterdam:

Kaleidos - gesloten wachtlijst - afwijzende toon

UniQ (Qpido/Levvel) - voor jongeren

Lang & Gelukkig - relationeel

Praktijk Koning-Grit - relatie/gezinstherapie 

Praktijk Winnie Hendriks - klein

Jij Genderzorg - open wachtlijst, geen persoonlijkheidsstoornis- gastvrije toon

Linea Lingmont - relatietherapie 

Groei & Glunder - Gender & Eigenheid - kind/jeugd

Praktijk voor Gendervragen

TranScreen (zelfhulp en ontmoeting) - filmfestival 

Transgenders Amsterdam ( zelfhulp en ontmoeting) - voornl. trans

Counseling Praktijk Amsterdam Oost - 

Klik Psychologen - gesloten

Utrecht:

Genderhealthcare - ook zeer geschikt met zeer lange wachttijden 

Humanitrans van Homerun Utrecht Stad ( z en o) - onvindbaar

Trans Utrecht & Beyond (z en o)

Psymens - onduidelijk 

Transgenderzorg Utrecht: Psychotherapie Wittevrouwen

Psymobil - expats

Psyq - budget website, fabriekstekst

The Safo Space - expats

I need to check out Alkmaar and Haarlem.