zaterdag 5 maart 2022

My life as an amateur. Part 32.

 I used to be grumpy when my favorite soccer club would lose a match. Not today. I am happy about that. I like it when things do not have an effect on me. After I graduated from University I applied for a volunteer job. I was rejected immediately because I was found too vague. Quite a compliment, as if I was a nouvelle movie.

One month ago, I bought this very hot down jacket from a famous expensive Italian designers label. I cannot wear it in nature, it is too red. I do not like cold holidays in the snow but if I would I could wear it then, go skiïng off-piste and be easily found. So, I am happy with this jacket.

When you are the kind sort of person you are a pro, when you are not so kind you are an am. Simply said. In times of depression I am soothing myself by saying that the only thing I need to do is breathe and be kind to my beloved and the rest. These are two things. True.

Today I told someone a lie. I am feeling bad about that. I was asked if my work was a voluntary job or a paid one. As if it mattered. Thinking as quickly as possible  about my answer-options, I choose the wrong one. Sorry. Stop. Two weeks ago someone else asked me the same question.

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